you
Take a look in the mirror for 1 minute .. and try to define YOU as a person in terms of words ..
now start asking your self questions about your being . what are you ? are you a content person ?
or do you tend to be pessimistic?have you finally turned to be the person you've always wanted ?
are you working or studying in fields u've always longed for ? are you a highly motivated person ?
and what could possibly motivate you ?
are you that person that stands for his/her princibles or you just tend to go with the flow ?
how can others see you ? and how can you see yourself ?
now .. i call this my "simple self-evaluation " process that i tend to do at least once a month ,
and after finishing answering those questions and coming
out with results , i just leave my mind take the lead in a journey through me ..
what person shall i be .. what points of weakness i should conquer .. what new fields i have to invade ..
what are my negative attitudes i have to get rid of ..
how many battles i've went through and came out as winner ..
yet it's not that easy smooth path ..
it's a path full with tears, wounds, conflicts , confusions , hopes and failures ..
tears of regerts about things you've missed , wounds left inside by your unanswered prayers ..
conflicts and double faced truths .. confusions about the vicious cycle of the heart or the mind ...
hopes of reaching your safe shore at the end of the journey ..
yeah , it's a heart aching experience that shows you the ugly face of your life ..
but inspite of that bitter feeling left at the gates of your heart ,at the end of this experience you can feel renewed ..
it washes your inner soul , gives you strengh to go through more ..
enrich your capabilities of accepting your reality , enhancing your will to do better ..
i personally feel the ultimate power from outside after melting more inside ..
trying to figure out the sacred secret of life .. by finding out the essences of one's soul ..